Saturday, November 10, 2012

Dreaming…Doubting…Hurting…Hoping



It’s always been my ambition to be the best in the field where I am now. Yes, to have a big name as fashion designer is part of that and I believe there’s nothing wrong with dreaming of becoming famous.

When I was studying fashion design, I and my classmates had so much fun by sharing our thoughts that someday we would become professionals. We were so many in our group but only few of us were able to fulfill that dream.  Many years has passed we all went to different paths and became busy with our lives no longer a student but adults that soaring like a bird searching for a place to find rest, conquer and to proved what we have got  whenever and wherever there’s an opportunity.


I can still remember how excited I was when I got my first job. At the young age of 16 my family couldn’t believe that I landed a job as fashion designer for that reason I was so young then to be one. I should say it was not easy for me; part of my responsibilities was to supervise the production and I didn’t have any background in sewing and to make patterns and even simply to stitch by hand. All I knew then was just simply to sketch the design that comes on my mind. But this work paved the way for me to realize how big responsibility I have and that I still have a lot of things to do to improve my skills and to be better. Through the years I kept doing my best to be excellent in my work and to give the kind of service expected from me by all the companies I worked and working with. But I remember there were moments that I thought fashion industry was, or shall I say is not kind to me. I guess everybody goes through with this kind of feeling when you can’t get what you wanted in your way and in your own designated time. All industry has its own share of cruelty to disappoint and fail us but actually when we give a big thought about it there’s no successful person in any field who has not experienced going all through pain and sufferings before they reached the position or best situation where they have now. Perhaps, people would say that I am just bitter but the truth is I was. I asked myself, why? There was a time I doubted myself if I am really good in this. But I was reminded; I have a gift that is precious and special I have received from God. I just have to work on it and cultivate it consistently.

To be content and grateful in all what we have will give us peace and appreciation. I love what I do, I can’t help myself at times thanking God for all I have and the never ending blessings I received and will receive from Him every moment. I have work, a career in fashion which by God’s grace I’m on my 26th year and clients who kept on patronizing my work and satisfied, praise God!  I kept on sketching the ideas I have in mind and creating it. Even though I have kept plenty of designs already and I don’t know when I can produce all of these, I don’t stop! All I know soon all these will come to life…Big time!

Still, I want to do more, I want to continue sharing my talent in designing by mentoring of which I did several times. I’m not asking for something in return from people, it would be the least I would do. Before I said to myself that someday my works and contribution in this profession will be appreciated and recognized in the industry but all these have been changed. I just want plainly to encourage people who also love and have so much passion to work and to be in fashion.

Loving what you do is one of the key ingredients to keep sustaining your focus but we have to add patience to improve our character and faith to give us strength and determination to pursue our dreams and achieve it. Even there are obstacles and hindrance along the way, do not stop. Remember that gold will not be in its perfect brilliance without going through fire.

Keep soaring.


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